5 MONTHS OLD! How did this even happen?! Time is going by so quickly and it makes me so sad that I have to go back to work soon. Only 3 full months left with my baby full time. The thought of leaving her makes my heart ache.
My brother said to me the other day to start leaving her with our mum a day a week other wise the separation anxiety for both of us is going to be horrendous.
I already don't like leaving her, I don't like sharing her, I hate being away from her even for an hour. How I'm going to be able back to work full time I just don't know.
Rosie's currently asleep on my chest - she really should be in bed but she's going to need another bottle before going to sleep. The little toad woke up at half 5 this morning and has had her 5 bottles already. She normally wakes about 7am which takes us nicely through the day. But no the little porker needs 6 bottles today!!
I love her so much. She is now asleep chest to chest and is dribbling all over me!
I love it when she sleeps like this and is so sleep when she wakes up. She lifts her little head and opens her sleepy eyes and stares at me and smiles. My heart hurts.
Look at that chubby little arm!
As much as time really is flying by, I also can't wait to see what she looks like as she grows. She really is a mini version of her Dad and I can't see any of me in there at all. I only grew her and carried her for 9 months!! But with her big blue eyes and her gorgeous dimples, there is no denying who she takes after. Maybe #2 will look like me?!
She's changing so much and getting so big! She's more than doubled her birth weight and now weighs 17.5lbs. I'm in love with her chubby folds and her chunky thighs (maybe she did get something from me after all haha) I couldn't be prouder if I tried of the beautiful little girl she is. She's so happy and bright and engaged, I just hope that she continues to be happy and one day loves us as much as we love her.
Jx
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